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  Table of Contents

  Legal Page

  Title Page

  Book Description

  Trademarks Acknowledgment

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Chapter Twenty-Three

  Chapter Twenty-Four

  Chapter Twenty-Five

  Chapter Twenty-Six

  Chapter Twenty-Seven

  Chapter Twenty-Eight

  Chapter Twenty-Nine

  Chapter Thirty

  Chapter Thirty-One

  Chapter Thirty-Two

  Chapter Thirty-Three

  New Excerpt

  About the Author

  Publisher Page

  Falling Through Glass

  ISBN # 978-1-78651-018-1

  ©Copyright Barbara Sheridan 2016

  Cover Art by Posh Gosh ©Copyright March 2016

  Edited by Ann Leveille

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  FALLING THROUGH GLASS

  Barbara Sheridan

  Emmi Maeda comes into possession of an antique and plunges through time—into feudal Japan and the world of samurai.

  Los Angles, present day

  Emiko ‘Emmi’ Maeda set aside her studies following the sudden death of her father. Estranged from her mother and brother and burdened with guilt over her role in the tragic accident, she moves in with her godfather Jake and comes into possession of an antique mirror. While accompanying Jake to Japan on a film shoot, Emmi is caught in a freak storm and plunged through time—into the land of her ancestors.

  Kyoto, 1864

  The city of Kyoto is ablaze with violence and on the brink of civil war. Nakagawa Kaemon is a young samurai with a secret. He gathers information on those who claim to revere the emperor but harbor their own agenda to control the country. Kae is honor-bound to execute anyone who poses a threat to the throne—even if it is Emmi, the unusual young woman he has come to love.

  Trademarks Acknowledgment

  The author acknowledges the trademarked status and trademark owners of the following wordmarks mentioned in this work of fiction:

  UCLA: Regents of the University of California

  Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland: Lewis Carroll

  Universal: (Backlot) Universal City Studios LLLP

  The Wizard of Oz: L. Frank Baum

  Girl Scouts: Girl Scouts of the United States of America congressionally chartered non-profit corporation

  Carrie: United Artists

  Gucci: Gucci America, Inc.

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  Sheetrock: United States Gypsum Company Corporation

  Chapter One

  Los Angeles

  Present day

  Emmi Maeda couldn’t help but smile as she stuffed the registration paperwork into her bag. Six months ago she’d barely wanted to live, let alone think of attending college, but now she had a chance at a new life. How freeing it was to finally be moving forward again. Nothing could bring her down today…

  She paused in the middle of the wide corridor, sadness stirring to life at the sight of the memorial plaque honoring her father. Inhaling slowly, Emmi concentrated on the photo near the plaque. Her father’s bright smile assured her that everything would be okay. At least it would be better. Stepping across the hall, Emmi touched her fingers to the photo frame and continued on her way. She clung to the hope filling her and bounded down the stairs into the sunshine bathing UCLA’s campus.

  She was standing outside looking over the list of books she’d need when her godfather, Jake, rang her cell.

  “I’m done with translations, kiddo. I’m about to head out to that meeting. Do you want to come along and get a free lunch on the studio?”

  “Sure. I’m over by the student center. There’s a charity rummage sale happening. I’ll be wandering.”

  “And buying.”

  Emmi laughed. “And probably buying some pretty, shiny thing I don’t really need.”

  “Catch you in a minute, Em-chan.”

  Emmi tucked her phone into her pocket and stared at the long table before her. More specifically, she stared at the not terribly pretty and definitely not shiny thing that caught her attention. It was an old mirror, a vaguely familiar mirror.

  The mirror was about eighteen inches tall and set in a badly tarnished brass frame. One of the side supports was loose. The rectangular, boxlike base had a dent on one side, and the silvered coating on the mirror’s glass was flaking terribly around the edges.

  An old Japanese superstition she’d learned as a young child echoed in her mind—like Alice’s looking glass, there was another place behind mirrors where an oni, a demon, lurked. If you were careless and stared too long, or let the mirror look out into the room, you were leaving a door open. She’d thought it was silly, but could still hear her grandmother’s words. ‘The oni in the mirror will get you if you’re careless, Emiko-chan. Keep the mirror covered if you’re not in absolute need of it.’

  If any mirror had an ancient Japanese demon waiting to take her soul, this one did. Still, she wanted—she needed—to own it, weird vibes be damned.

  She touched her fingertips to the mirror’s frame, only to jerk her hand back. Surely she hadn’t imagined it. The metal had vibrated. She touched it again, picked it up. The vibration became steadier. She should put it down and run the other way, yet she had to have it. Curiosity overrode her fear. She needed to have this—

  “What? Did someone beat you to all of the pretty and the shiny?” Jake asked, interrupting her thought.

  Emmi opened the trash bag the girl at the table had just passed to her. “I can make this kind of pretty and shiny, once I find something to polish it with,” she said, a little defensively. “Do you think it’s brass?”

  “Could be. The overall styling makes it look Japanese.”

  “I know. It sort of reminds me of
the wooden one my grandmother got from her grandmother.”

  Jake nodded. “After lunch, we’ll find a hardware store and pick up some polish.”

  * * * *

  The lunch meeting with the movie execs began with sympathetic looks and empty comments about how much Emmi’s late father would be missed in the industry. Emmi smiled cordially when one said he hoped she, her mother and brother were getting on all right. Things were far from all right, they could never be right again, but Emmi decided to just nod and let them get on to their business with Jake—coordinating stunts for a historical action film to be shot partially in Kyoto and Tokyo.

  With the topic of discussion turned away from her life, Emmi thought about staying with her grandparents in Hawaii for a while. They’d been asking her to come for months, and since she’d arranged to make up some of her classes via a new online program, nothing was holding her back. The thought of staying with her grandparents was starting to sound good, despite their ultra-conservative belief that unmarried girls under twenty shouldn’t date unless an arranged marriage was part of the bargain.

  Emmi was picking apart a breadstick and deciding between taking a tankini or a one-piece to Hawaii when Jake tapped her on the arm. That’s when she noticed the casting director was staring at her. A lot.

  “I’m sorry. Did you say something?”

  The man nodded. “How would you like to be in the opening scene? There’s no dialogue per se. All you have to do is look pretty and scream. You can scream loudly, right?”

  “I suppose so.”

  “Let me hear.”

  “Now? Here?”

  The casting director nodded. Jake smiled.

  Emmi looked around. The place was crowded, and this was a nice restaurant, not a fast food joint. People just didn’t go around “auditioning a scream” in a place like this.

  Then Jake had to go and say, “Go for it, Em-chan. Kenny would want you to.”

  Emmi smiled. Her father’d had a twisted sense of humor, and he would have liked to have seen this.

  Still, her heart pounded, and she felt like such an idiot. How could she scream for no reason? She was no actress. She wanted to work behind the cameras someday, not in front of them.

  Jake grinned his encouragement, making her feel even more pressured. Emmi tried to remember everything she’d ever heard about actors calling up personal things to help bring life to scenes.

  Then, it came to her—the accident. She saw the kamikaze gull heading straight for the car. She heard its screech and the squeal of the car’s brakes as she instinctively slammed the pedal with both feet. She felt the impact of metal against metal…

  Emmi screamed the way she’d screamed that day.

  “Emiko!” Jake finally yelled, shaking her.

  Everyone in the place was staring, and Emmi wanted to crawl under the table and die. She pulled away and ran for the Ladies room. Her body shook. Her stomach ached and tightened. She went to the sink and doubled over, certain she was going to throw up. It seemed like forever before the queasy feeling passed, but once it did Emmi splashed some water on her face and forced herself to go back out to the restaurant.

  Luckily, Jake and his movie friends were finishing their lunch. Some people stared, but she kept her head held high. The casting director smiled at her.

  “Miss Maeda, you’ve got the part in the opening scene if you want it.”

  Emmi looked at Jake. He gave her that same proud look her father used to give her. Tears stung her eyes—her dad would have been all over this moment. She was not going to cry. She’d embarrassed them all enough for one day.

  “Thank you. I’d be honored.”

  * * * *

  When they returned to Malibu, Emmi took the mirror up to her room. She wanted to clean it with the stuff Jake had picked up on the way home but an inexplicable unease prompted her to leave the mirror in the white plastic bag. Her grandmother once told her that kimono carried the feelings and, in rare cases, the spirits of their previous owners. Emmi wondered if the old superstition about kimono went the same for all personal possessions. Perhaps that was how the demon in the mirror legend began. Maybe this thing was haunted. Emmi put the bagged mirror into the closet then went downstairs.

  Jake was out on the deck talking on his cell.

  “Tinseltown’s new starlet breaks onto the horizon,” he said with a chuckle. He offered the phone to her. “It’s Jonny.”

  Emmi’s heart sank. She was certain her older brother had no desire to talk to her. She’d gotten the point months ago that he held her responsible for the accident. She shook her head then stretched out on the sofa and began flipping through the multitude of satellite channels, none of which had anything good on. She cycled through again and stopped on a documentary about samurai films.

  She couldn’t help but smile when they mentioned several movies devoted to the Shinsengumi. Her father had been quite a ‘fanboy’ of that shogunate police troop. At night he’d read her history books instead of the usual bedtime stories. She’d heard so much about the civil war that had brought down the last shogun that it felt more real to her than the boring renditions of American history she’d gotten in school.

  * * * *

  Unable to sleep that night, and with nothing to watch on TV, she decided to sit out on the balcony of the condo and finally polish her new mirror. It wasn’t creeping her out quite as much. Emmi decided her silent chanting of, “There are no onis, there are no onis, there are no onis…” must have helped.

  Despite being beaten up, the mirror really was a pretty thing. Emmi didn’t understand why no one had seen past the grime and the dent. She put a bit of the smelly liquid polish on the rag and began gently rubbing over the raised petals of the sakura cherry blossoms.

  The full moon had shifted position by the time she had removed the worst of the tarnish. Emmi set the mirror down on the small, glass-topped patio table before going to the kitchen to wash her hands. Making her way back through the darkened living room, she noticed that the room was slowly growing brighter, and she turned to see if the light reflected from the upper floor was caused by Jake coming down.

  It was still dark by the stairs.

  The weird glow was coming in from outside. “Ja—” Emmi clamped her hands over her mouth. She didn’t want to wake Jake.

  Emmi hurried to the sliding glass balcony door to look at the mirror, but once she stepped onto the patio, she realized the glow that she’d thought she’d seen was gone. She must have imagined it. A trick of the moonlight?

  She slid the mirror to the center of the table and rested her head on her hands, her gaze gliding from one raised metal flower to the next. The craftsmanship was beautiful. It was like a sculpture in a way, so mesmerizing, and even more familiar now than it had seemed at the rummage sale.

  The moonlight glinted off the glass. Emmi cocked her head to the side, certain she’d caught a glimpse of a bare-chested man with long black hair reflected in the mirror. She glanced over her shoulder. She was alone—it couldn’t have been Jake.

  She was reminded again of that weird, old legend about the oni in the mirror, and she wondered again if a ghost had started the legend rather than a demon.

  “Daddy?” she whispered.

  Emmi held the mirror in her hands and drew it closer to her face. Again, she felt that weird vibration when her skin touched the metal. Soon the humming began to flow through her. She wasn’t afraid, even though part of her knew she should be.

  She continued to stare at the old, mottled glass. There was a man in there, deep, deep within—as if he was at the end of a long, dark tunnel. He was Japanese, definitely Japanese.

  “Daddy?” she whispered again.

  Chapter Two

  Shimabara Pleasure District

  Kyoto, Japan

  Spring 1864

  “Aneko, I need you,” Nakagawa Kaemon said.

  “You mean that you want me. There is a difference,” the woman across the room said as she slowly removed her
elaborate wig.

  Kae lay naked on the futon, touching himself as she teased, taking her time to carefully place the wig upon the wooden form on the small, red-lacquered cabinet. “I want you because I need you.”

  Aneko laughed. “You need me because you are young and always want sex, like every other man in Shimabara.”

  He frowned. “I am not like every other man in Shimabara.”

  Aneko knelt on the floor and bowed low. “No, Nakagawanomiya-sama,” she corrected herself, using his honorific as well as his royal title. “You are not like them at all. You are far above them in every way. Please forgive this unworthy one.”

  “Since you asked so nicely.”

  Clearly relieved by the playfulness of both his tone and his words, Aneko crawled toward him, loosening her front-tied obi sash as she went. She knelt beside him and reached out to caress his cheek.

  “What do you see in a woman of my profession, when you could have as your bride the most beautiful young girl in Japan?”

  Kae sat up, taking her hand in his. “I don’t want a wife. I want a friend I can trust completely. I’ve known you for ages. I can be myself around you without having to observe court protocol with every breath.”

  “Just like your father.” Aneko smiled wistfully. “Is he happy these days?”

  “As happy as anyone can be with the current state of things.” Kaemon paused. “He fears for his brother’s life.”

  Aneko gasped. “He doesn’t really think someone would harm the emperor—no one would dare!”

  “Wouldn’t they?” Kaemon asked with a smirk before lying back down and folding his arms behind his head. “That rebel Katsura and the rest of the Choshu dogs will stop at nothing to gain control of this country, and what better way to do that than to gain control of the emperor?”